Last night I found myself crying at this Target commercial.

Fact is, I’m a total wreck thinking about Grace turning 1 year old next month.  There is something about your last baby that you want to hold onto forever.  I found myself considering every piece of baby clothing as she outgrew it.  “Perhaps I should mount it like an artifact in a giant shadow box to preserve it for future generations!” 

It’s not just commercials, I’m feeling sentimental with every baby who visits the studio.  I’m remembering when I first held them or when mom was still expecting.  I’m even feeling sentimental about my own pregnancies, which if you know me, is a complete shocker.

It is no secret that I am not a happy pregnant person.  I thought I would be all earth-mother, glowing mom-to-be, but I was just unbearably sick, exhausted and a huge, broken-out version of my former self.  People always knew I was having girls.  That’s not a compliment btw.  Despite all of the discomfort, I’m now looking back on my pregnancy so fondly.  Dare I say, I think I’m experiencing a twinge of longing.

Since Grace’s Cakesmash is today, I thought I would use this Throwback Thursday to reminisce about how much has changed in one year.  Here are a few snapshots from the end of my pregnancy… most of which were taken by Mariah or Shaun.  These were all from the few weeks before we met our Grace.  I had to include one favorite from the hospital when Giuliana met her little sis for the first time.  Now I need to stop crying so I can go shoot this cakesmash!

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